Surgicanalysis: A Search 'Within'

Every Homo sapien on the face of this planet knowingly or unknowingly deals with various issues which either boosts or hampers its growth.So it is a moral responsibility of every being to dive deep within oneself & find out the real treasures that are hidden within rather than searching for them externally in the outer world.As children of god we are all blessed with limitless possibilities but remain deprived of them due to our own doubts and so called self created 'myths'.Years of conditioning has lead us to destroy our power to whole heartedly experience the true essence of life,i.e a life filled with Bliss.It has been rightly said "Doubt should never be made the centre of one's existence".And when it does,then comes into place a process what i call 'Surgicanalysis'.
It's a non-invasive means of cutting oneself open right at the centre and having a good look at what is and what isn't.And for a change today i am going to try this on myself;)...This shall unravel many of my inhibitions and so called hiccups which result in only reactions but lead to No Real Action:P..I shall be brief yet discrete.
a)The 1st inevitable hiccup of mine is to keep things/issues under wraps.Which means not acknowledging the magnanimity of various key issues.This leads to me being drained of all my energy as am always trying to keep this 'carpet' of mine even & clean.The end result,it becomes impossible to handle the garbage stuffed under the carpet that eventually causes me stumble & fall flat on my face.
b)The 'impersonation' syndrome.The very act to 'BE' somebody or someone.The desire to live someone else's life,a 'con'man i must say.And by the time i wake up from my state of hallucination i see that the whole existence has marched ahead leaving me behind.
c)The last tumour which i 'think' is the most deadly of all is 'Wasteful thinking'.Thinking is considered futile when it leaves no room for 'implementation'.For me it's a daily routine or an hourly chore 'to just make up my thoughts'.'Thoughts or Decisions' which have never translated into 'Real' action.
I must say that the 'red' bulb outside the operation theatre just went off.It's time for the 'patient' to be discharged:).There is a feeling of emptiness after undergoing this checkup.Shall have a clear 'head' for a few days atleast.This process reveals the power of now and not how.Apt conclusion would be 1.Highly recommend this process whenever in doubt.Take a piece of paper and scribble it all out.2.JUST DO IT guys lol:))))

August Rains:)))

Dripping down Your face,
Feeling like one of those labouring days,
These are those that give your money a chase,

It Seems unsurmountable at first,
But then becomes one's daily phase,
Never wondered where it came from,
Just arrived right at the nick of those days,
Here comes the August Rains,

Has always brought with a flurry of various tastes,
Giving everyone a dose through its own ways,
It makes sure it keeps its value and grace,
Pouring down from the heavenly abode,
Giving us all a reason to celebrate,
Motherly is what we all feel under it's embrace,

Right across our face,
Like the labyrinths of a never ending maze,
We feel it every now and then,
But still never wondered where it came from,
Just arrived right at the nick of those days,
Here comes the August Rains.......